stuff from my insides...out

Its been some time that I've smiled like I have lately...God is GOOD. He heard my cry, He knew how heavy my heart was and blessed me with overwhelming LOVE!!!

• FINALLY had Papa's 1 year death anniversary celebration on his birthday. It was weird...it was like reliving the day we buried him, but not as heavy. It was overwhelming all over again to see the support of family and friends, but it was great. HARD, but lighter...ahhh!
• Attended Maia's Bridal Shower =) what a BEAUTIFUL shower. I think I've attended my fair share of bridal showers and this one totally stood out. The love of the Moms and the bridal party, the excitement bouncing off the walls, the beautiful smiles of the bride and groom...giggle!
• Monday, August 18, 2008 is THE DAY when we find out at work whether we stay or go...phew!
• Attended my first "Tea Party" with a few fabulous women celebrating Anne's last few weeks pregnant before baby girl #2 arrives. To be around other women married or married with children...ahhh!
• Finally! Had our surprise despedida for Miss Stacy Got It Goin Ong! No more lies, stuttering or random responses! To see Stacy's facial expressions..THAT was a myriad of emos =)...hehee!
• I went to the WENDY WILLIAMS SHOW today as their guests were REV RUN and his wife Justine. Went with 3 stupendous filipinas representing Asians (Stacy, Leah Pagala and MLE who told work she was sick and the meds they prescribed made her feel acky so she didn't come in after her dr's appt). Wendy was fabulous! Had a yummy lunch and DELICIOUS cupcakes, my fav was the carrot one ;P AND we got free hair spray, conditioner and LACE THONGS size M...OH! HOW U DOIN!!!

And I have Sesame Place to look forward to with all 3 of my boys and their day care on Thursday and Meldiva's shower Sunday.

Its been some time that I've felt this great! The laughs, the smiles...even some tears in between, all fabulous.

Thank you to everyone for listening to me...bearing with me...praying for me! I'm so grateful for who I have in my life. I wouldn't have it any other way =) I'm not just smiling on my face, I'm smiling in my heart!